Silence ….is the reason for my survival


You were the reason I lived

I knew what loneliness meant when you were away from me

You ignited my soul

You became the motive of my mere existence

You embellished my enlightenment

I felt the emptiness in me when the expectations died down

I could wait for you for infinite time

if you could promise me the life I yearned

It was the need for you that fueled my whole being

the void did not vanish unless you remained with me

even when I loved the depth of the ย black

I felt suffocated in the darkness

I never thought that being away from you was a tortureย 

until I realized that I cannot hold you in my arms as i wished

I felt like the whole world wanted to take away my happiness for a second

Every second away from you became hours of pain

Insanity has caught my mind, that even a second, thinking of not being with you was killing me

I wished to cry out, but the shackles in my heart would never let me cry

I silenced the pain in the darkness comforting my soul

convincing that you can never be away from me

even if I knew the truth… blind heart

couldn’t live the pain…

this pain I could outlive, with a promise that you are with me

I slept holding on to my pillow, throwing away all the consumed thought about you being by my side

silently swimming through my tears into aย deep sleep

With the longing that I would see you as I open my eyes

The tears were my strength to withstand the time away from you …

Silence was the power that let me survive all along…


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Everything about me might look mystic. All I do is be in love, love till death parts my way. I wana be the secret you adore the most , and keep close by.

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