Temptations

I was lost, lost in thoughts

clouding my mind with confusion

thoughts battling in my head

Unable to decide what to be done

Am I weird?

Am I not normal?

The thought was like a sin

it was a temptation

A temptation that woke me up from my slumber

Finally after numerous fights with my unconscious mind

I decided to cleanse myself

the thought had overpowered me 

I could not run away from it

it was just a temptation

a temptation that would break my rules

was it a sin? kept on saying my hidden thoughts

I took over the decision and let myself free fall into it

Even when I was falling, I let my control move over to him

I know he is universal

He will guide me as I  trip and fall

My heart whispered to me” You are just being human dear”

The thought just lit me up and let me jump without fear.

 

Inundated with Rain

Pitter patter on the screens

the sound of nature calling me

watching my window panes all covered in droplets

I want to drenched in it like never before

the rain keeps calling me 

I watched it from my horizon

watching it cover everything with a shower

cleansing everything under no shade

I wanted to feel those fresh drops covering me

as if purifying me from top to bottom

listening to the rain I sipped a cup of my tea

watching it walk away into the farther distance

leaving my wish a wish

If I could just walk into it like earlier

play like a child, as I used to be

is my age or something else hindering me from

thoughts conflicted in my mind

yet I walked outside 

to feel the nature all around me

inundated with the rain