A time I remember
when I felt I was just nothing
being nothing was so poignant
yet, I survived
I was only noticed by thirsty eyes
that hindered my growth
all I wished was to run away
run away from those gorging thoughts
every milestone came and went
but I remained there, buried under my timeline
yet my ardent soul never abandoned me
raising me up from the hole I buried myself in
becoming what I could be …
enlightening my soul to dream.
light and shadows
playing hide and seek
with our bodies
as we play along
the warmness in you is igniting me
my eyes shut close as your lips approach mine
swaying in the rays of light
collisions of our souls
unrest fingers and lips
breathing heavily
as we part our lips
as if we are dying of suffocation
as we embrace again we revive into life.
I preferred loneliness
I chose silence
I chose elimination
I chose to be away
away from all that I loved
to realize how much I treasured them
the pain of thoughts agonized me
it was never easy to be lost
lost and obsolete
I want to lay absent-minded
adamant towards life choices
lay abandoned
lost in the far off places
where I am just telescopic to the world
flown away into oblivion.
choose happiness
choose wisely
choose to be you
choose to love
choose to be proud of what you are
choose to be the truth
choose to be unique
follow your instincts
advance for the differences
catch the wildness
save it for the wildest
as one day the wildest will come and grab you
snatch you away from the adaptable world
to a world that lets you explore
every second will be the lush of imagination
living in such arms would be a desire I crave the most.
Adrifting
sliding away from the life path
confused and bewildered
betrayed and hurt
she felt the world against her
pained and expunged
she was like a candle swaying in the wind
letting herself to obliterate in to the thin air
she gave up all for the soul
who deserted her in the middle
she believed that they were the two halves perfectly united
she was like being murdered
bleeding to death in an unknown valley
amongst unknown souls
she felt the need for familiarity around her
she collapsed under the lack of vibe of life.
