Unheard child

She sat,
days passed, weeks passed, years passed;
waiting for her to appreciate her,
just wondering why she is never being loved for her flaws;
she waited, but its just time, that swept by;
leaving her being unnoticed by her;
she loved her, sacrificed everything for her;
but all she recieived was just denial;
she felt she was unseen;
she felt she was unheard;
her life seemed emptier, even when she claimed to be on her side;
why is she being left inaudible,
does she fear, that she is stealing away her thunder;
but why would she ever do that;
when all she admires is her;
all she needs is to be heard, to be seen.
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Together we reign

You are like the roof,
that i take shelter in,
the rain i love to drench in,
the crown i like to adorn,
you dwell into my depths,
and stay there like you are crowned,
the way you slip into me,
you mark your entrance, with your name,
out loud from my lips,
my eyes, locked in yours,
which encourage you silently,
to wage war with the demons in me,
to unlock my wildness,
that you love to rage with,
as i fume in your burning desire,
i would melt you away like a candle,
the warmth of the wax,
i lay under,
that tastes like the savoury i want to cherish,
together we evaporate,
with the aroma,
that even cause the clouds to rain,
your smile is like the thunder,
that drives me crazier,
the joy that you bring in,
as you pitch into my rhythm,
etching your name, all the way deep into the walls of my soul,
where i dreaded to enter;
the icicles of my pain,
melted away in your warmth;
you breathed into me,
the joy of life.

കാത്തിരിപ്പു നിനക്കായി

എത്ര കാലം കടന്നു പോയാലും
നിന്റെ  ഓർമകൾ എന്നിൽ നിന്നും മായാതിരിക്കും
തടസ്സങ്ങൾ എത്ര തന്നെ വന്നാലും
നീ എന്റെ മനസ്സിന്റെ ഒരു കോണിൽ കാണും..
നീ എന്നെ മറന്നാലും,
ഞാൻ നിന്റെ ഓർമകളിൽ ജീവിക്കുന്നു
നിന്റെ ആ കണ്ണുകളിൽ അന്ന് കണ്ട തിളക്കം ഇന്നില്ലെങ്കിലും
ഞാൻ നിനക്കായി തിളങ്ങിനിൽക്കും
പാതിവഴിയിൽ മറന്നു പോയെങ്കിലും
എവിടെയോ നീ എന്നെ കണ്ടുമുട്ടും എന്നുള്ള വിശ്വാസത്തിൽ ഞാൻ എന്റെ യാത്ര തുടർന്നുകൊണ്ടേയിരിക്കും…
ജീവന്റെ അംശം ഉള്ളടത്തോളം,
നീ എനിക്കായ്‌  എവിടെയെങ്കിലും കാത്തുനിൽക്കും എന്ന് വിശ്വസിച്ചു പോന്നവൾ ആണ് ഞാൻ
എന്റെ എല്ലാ വഴിതിരുവുകളും നിന്നിലേക്കുള്ള യാത്ര എന്നാണ് ഞാൻ കരുതുന്നത്…
നിനക്കായി എന്നും ഞാൻ കാത്തിരിക്കും…

#soulrecitals #thechaoticpoetess #waiting #malayalamamateurwriter #malayalamtypography #malayalamwriting #wait #waitforhim #lovepartways

Relish me as your last breath

Dance away in your arms.
Like a dream,
The way you look into my eyes,
It’s like, you are the king to the throne of my heart.
I vaporize, even when I am drenched with you.
Take me away,
As i know,
What i need is always you.
Let me be your breath,
That fills in you.
Giving you a life.
You are my reason to breathe
And the treason to my death.
Even if i am gifted with a moment of your embrace before i cave into the hidden walls,
I would be delighted.
Cherish those moments,
With you,
Wherein we relish, what’s ours.
Whisper in my ears, those words
I hear your heartbeat whisper into mine,
Every time you come closer to me.
Love me endlessly,
Like tomorrow is the end of the world.
Let me be the last breath, you take in.

#soulrecitals #thechaoticpoetess  #lovepoems #love #truelove #lovebeyondpromises #itslove #mythoughts #desire

Death bed

Life is soo short.
When you are on your deathbed, you realize that you have lost every moment you wished you had done this, instead of that.
There we lie, unconsciously watching people looking upon us, lying dead, unable to move even the tip of our finger. Everything froze, slowly taking away a piece of us from the world we created until then.
People around us, shedding tears for us, but are they crying for losing us, or for the monotony of shelter we offered them? The name, or relation we build eventually until i am on my deathbed.
See, it’s all temporary. Dont lie there dead thinking these, instead, take a glimpse of how brave you were, how much you accomplished and how much you were loved.
Dont die before you are on that deathbed.
Be alive, feel alive.
Let’s live and let others live.

#lifequotes #lifeisnevereasy #deathbedthoughhts