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SACRIFICING LIFE – CHOOSE WISELY — Candles Online

Sacrificing something that you dearly wants – Do you get what you need doing that?

It is important to consider what you do when you are sacrificing something that means to you a lot.  Even though it is not easy, let us begin it from now on.

What exactly means sacrificing one’s life? “It simply means giving up something we dearly want for the sake of others’ happiness.” In this selfish world, does it really happen? Yes, it does. If you look around we can find an uncountable number of people who sacrifice every moment of their life for others. It is […]

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Yet another week with Candlesonline, sharing my view and thoughts.

Snow upon me…

man and woman in white dress and suit
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Snow upon me,

like covering me from outside

like a shield protecting me;

all I enjoy is the shower of love you

pour upon me;

as i close my eyes;

i feel the warmth of your breath,

closer to my skin..

burning my skin,

melting away all the shields I held upon;

and then you snow upon me;

like cladding me in your skin;

and we become one, like no one else.

 

The rhythm of the waves

man and woman walking of body of water
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Filing my hearts,

are just the thoughts of you,

you fill in me, like numerous stars

lighting up the sky,

all I wanna do is swim across your waves.

feeing the rhythm of it on my skin

whispering the rhythm of love.

a song that makes me and you alone.

when the waves whisk on my skin,

reminding me of your embrace,

I feel the tickling that awakens every hidden treasure in me.

and I just crumble in, to let the waves into me.

reciting the best song of love

for you and me.

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SoulRecitals

Like the anklets, I remain close to the feet

reflection of woman s eye on broken mirror
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I may look broke,

I have mended myself like a number of times..

like a broken anklet,,

I make a feeble sound,

unknown to ears that are familiar with my face..

like  a broken string I kept breaking away,

twitching my inner peace of mind,

but, I just remained a piece of decor in anyone’s life.

all I did was shine bright, amidst my dusted roads…

like a fluorescence lighting up the whole world around me,,

but still left to remain close to those feet, than their hearts.

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SoulRecitals

The struggled time I stepped out of my shell

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It was a cold winter afternoon. In a new place with nothing in hand but my own little baby, I was like stuck I felt. It was just a few days back we arrived in a foreign country which I was not at all familiar with.

My home was a small service apartment, unlike the ones in India, the floor was dim-lit, no other doors or even noise outside. My floor had hardly two other apartments like mine. I was not sure , what to be done, I got dressed up, as I had nothing at home. And my ultimate aim was to get some food- a new place, unknown location, blank about the locality or currency or exactly what to buy.

I got dressed up, like always,  got my kid ready, took the money and necessary items in my hand. Since it was wintertime, we had to be clad in jackets. I opened the door, looked left and right… it’s all empty… I closed the door and came and sat on the bed, which was the only other furniture I had in the room. I looked at her,  as I didn’t have any around to talk to. I kept asking my 7-month-old girl , who could barely speak.

It took me some time to realize and gather up all my energy and courage to walk out of that door. Finally, I approached the lift, went down. The next hurdle was to get the baby stroller, baby and myself out of the apartment. Since there, were few steps ( yea,  7 outside the glass door to reach the pavement) I had no option to carry the baby on the stroller on to the steps up to the pavement. I stood there, thinking. Then finally I let the baby be inside and then walked out to keep the stroller up and then came down to pick my kid.

Trust me, It was so painful to place my kid on the ice-cold floor (even though completely jacketed) and walk out. Since it was the first time for me, it literally scared the hell out of me.

Finally, we both were out and ready to walk.

Strangely, I didn’t know where the store was put up. But all I did was gather up all my courage to walk down the street. The roads were barely crowded. I kept talking to my baby, that I was scared but we need milk and mommy has no other option.

We reached the store, purchased whatever I could find, then the next was the struggle on how much money I had. Luckily I had enough to buy my things. Then happily, like I just climbed the Everest kind of accomplishment, I walked out of the store.

It was the first time, ever I escaped a panic attack.

Yeat, not forgetting- I literally had touch time to take my things inside the apartment. Like I did earlier, I took my child inside first, then the things- its all about priority right folks!!

This was indeed the first time , I managed on my own in a foreign country without anyone’s help.

The moment I entered back into my cozy space, I was so proud of my self. Even though I sound filmier to you.