Unheard child

She sat,
waiting,
days passed, weeks passed, years passed;
waiting for her to appreciate her,
just wondering why she is never being loved for her flaws;
she waited, but its just time, that swept by;
leaving her being unnoticed by her;
she loved her, sacrificed everything for her;
but all she recieived was just denial;
she felt she was unseen;
she felt she was unheard;
her life seemed emptier, even when she claimed to be on her side;
why is she being left inaudible,
does she fear, that she is stealing away her thunder;
but why would she ever do that;
when all she admires is her;
all she needs is to be heard, to be seen.
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Soulrecitals
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Together we reign

You are like the roof,
that i take shelter in,
the rain i love to drench in,
the crown i like to adorn,
you dwell into my depths,
and stay there like you are crowned,
the way you slip into me,
you mark your entrance, with your name,
out loud from my lips,
my eyes, locked in yours,
which encourage you silently,
to wage war with the demons in me,
to unlock my wildness,
that you love to rage with,
as i fume in your burning desire,
i would melt you away like a candle,
the warmth of the wax,
i lay under,
that tastes like the savoury i want to cherish,
together we evaporate,
with the aroma,
that even cause the clouds to rain,
your smile is like the thunder,
that drives me crazier,
the joy that you bring in,
as you pitch into my rhythm,
etching your name, all the way deep into the walls of my soul,
where i dreaded to enter;
the icicles of my pain,
melted away in your warmth;
you breathed into me,
the joy of life.

കാത്തിരിപ്പു നിനക്കായി

എത്ര കാലം കടന്നു പോയാലും
നിന്റെ  ഓർമകൾ എന്നിൽ നിന്നും മായാതിരിക്കും
തടസ്സങ്ങൾ എത്ര തന്നെ വന്നാലും
നീ എന്റെ മനസ്സിന്റെ ഒരു കോണിൽ കാണും..
നീ എന്നെ മറന്നാലും,
ഞാൻ നിന്റെ ഓർമകളിൽ ജീവിക്കുന്നു
നിന്റെ ആ കണ്ണുകളിൽ അന്ന് കണ്ട തിളക്കം ഇന്നില്ലെങ്കിലും
ഞാൻ നിനക്കായി തിളങ്ങിനിൽക്കും
പാതിവഴിയിൽ മറന്നു പോയെങ്കിലും
എവിടെയോ നീ എന്നെ കണ്ടുമുട്ടും എന്നുള്ള വിശ്വാസത്തിൽ ഞാൻ എന്റെ യാത്ര തുടർന്നുകൊണ്ടേയിരിക്കും…
ജീവന്റെ അംശം ഉള്ളടത്തോളം,
നീ എനിക്കായ്‌  എവിടെയെങ്കിലും കാത്തുനിൽക്കും എന്ന് വിശ്വസിച്ചു പോന്നവൾ ആണ് ഞാൻ
എന്റെ എല്ലാ വഴിതിരുവുകളും നിന്നിലേക്കുള്ള യാത്ര എന്നാണ് ഞാൻ കരുതുന്നത്…
നിനക്കായി എന്നും ഞാൻ കാത്തിരിക്കും…

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Men- another being burdened

Men – another soul in pain..and pressure
We all see men as the strongest ones, or someone more significant, someone who is bound to protect women or the sole breadwinner of the house, the leader, and many more.
What if they dont want to be all these?
Are we not forcing on them all these?

No matter what, or which age, they are weighed upon with all the responsibilities. They are not given a choice, isn’t it?

If women assert to be encumbered with other gender-specific responsibilities or being a mother, getting married etc… then we need not do the same to the men too.
Stop popularizing that being manly is being a smoker or someone who drinks…
Stop popularizing that being manly is getting a woman pregnant…
Stop popularizing that being a man is like standing up for his woman.. a woman can also stand up for herself.. (let her be independent)
Stop popularizing that being rejected by a girl or someone is a big deal or even questioning their manhood… it’s all a choice.

Normalize the fact that men are human beings…
Normalize the fact that they can also cry and also seek help…
Normalize the fact that they also like being pampered and cared for…
Normalize that men need not man up all the time…

As co-existent humans, we women need to help men and, yes of course men also need to help women too…
Let’s lead a life of happiness not like a pressure cooker.
Change your mindset, before changing others.
Co-existing doesn’t mean ending up in cat fights, things can be amicable too.
Everyone has a role to play in life.

……
Sreepriya Menon
#sreepriyawrites #men #thoughtsaboutlife #pressurecookerlife #feminism #normalize #stayhappy #coexist #instathoughts

Yes, i loved many..but not like i loved you

You know what makes you so special for me..
You are the gem , i was always looking for ever since my journey began..
I loved many,
But none gave me that love,
I craved for..
Everyone i loved, assumed they deserve me..
But all i desereved was you..
The one with whom i feel alive..
The one who could make my eyes teary with a smile on my lips…
The one who can hold me, like never gonna be apart..
The one with whom, i can sleep and dream..
The one with whom i can tell stories and read my poems..
The ones whoes arms are like my home..
Yes, i did love many before you..
But then, only you led me to the real me hidden inside me for so long..
You are magic to me..
You are light to my darkness..
And my whole world….
You are my home, where i wanna fall asleep ,
Safe and sound.