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A Cocoon of Love

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A walk with you into the woods

where I wanna get lost in the luscious greenery

inculcating the beauty that is beckoning me

to be skinny dipping underneath its sheath…

to be embalmed by the soaked soil…

in the very first rain of the time.

where you see me, as I am unclad

as in real…

and you ponder around, like a little caterpillar on the leaves.

together we create a cocoon of love

where we embellish together a new world..

waiting to spring open ..

together to fly away.

 

Being mom the second time is indeed a blessing

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I do recollect the time, when we were waiting for your arrival, the long wait ended today three years back, when we added one more flower to our family garden.

I do recollect the time, when your sister waited keenly keeping her ears closer to my belly, to feel you,

you were welcomed with great smiles and warm hands

You came and conquered our lives with your naughty smile and impressive eyes

Time is running faster, out of my hands.

yet am falling in love with every moment

You brought a different perspective to my life. You gave me challenging perspective of parenting, giving me a touch of all the different levels of tantrums from low to high.

The way you held me closer to yourself whenever you loved me

the way you hug me and kiss me

showering all your love

making me feel special

expressing every tiny bit of emotion you tiny heart and eyes could hold

the way you need me all the time, doing everything to grab my attention

the way you put together all your naughtiness and love mixed up in a smile

Oh, my lovely little girl, you make me fall in love with my life of being a mom a little more than everyday

You managed to deviate my parenting goals to fit into your perspectives and impress me that I have done right for you

The mother in me is all awake for you, loving you more and more every second

The feeling of being blessed to be an angel’s mom is my gratitude

I wish I could hold the time, and cuddle you forever like this.

I know it’s easy for you to convince me of anything…with your naughty smile

oh, my darling, who changed the perspective of me being a mom, including challenges worth taking …at times making it a precious moment to cherish.

I love being your mother too…as I loved being a mom for the first time

Thank you for being my daughter who added more colors to my life, along with your sister.

Your sister woke up the mother in me and you revived the soul in me

helping me relive every moment again being a mother.

Happy Birthday my lil Angel

The first imprint of motherhood

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Her heart was beating uncontrollably. The thoughts made her smile.

She was incredibly excited and overwhelmed.

Her body was shivering, with the uncontrollable energy, she had exerted for the journey.

She was pale and blood was oozing out of her.

Some invisible hands were helping her stop bleeding and cleaning up.

She was totally absorbed in the excitement, her eyes searching for someone.

someone she was truly waiting for.

Someone who has transformed her in a second

Even if she was tired, uncontrollably happy that her body could not handle the happiness, her eyes waited

she was feeling cold, she wanted the warmth..held herself up on that not so comfy surface, eyes searching, she could hear a small tiny voice, but could not see what it looked like.

The seconds were killing her, all she wanted was a glimpse

Finally, her smiled before even her lips could put it up

And she was gifted at the very moment when they lay her baby girl in her arms all wrapped and cozy with her cute little face and incredibly small hands out of the wrap.

she was overjoyed, happier than ever, luckier than ever and wealthier too.

She kissed her lil one, fed her the first bite of welcome drink from her very own breasts feeling the powerfulness and the worthiness of being a mom and giving a new life.

The first touch of her angel on her bare chest with those tiny hands were giving her goosebumbs.

The joy was unexplainable, all she wanted was to cuddle with her angel, and never be out of her sight.

All her pain, discomfort, shy everything just vanished into thin air.

The smiling face of her angel and the feel of her lips on her while sucking the milk remained in her heart forever and ever.

Leaving her first stepping stone in motherhood, an imprint forever.

As she lay there

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As she lay there gazing at the beautiful spotless blue sky. All she could feel was the wetness of the green grass holding her firmly to the ground. The grass was wet and smelling like earthly things. She could feel the softness of the leaves and the wetness of the sand with her fingers. She lied there gazing the beauty up there and feeling the nature with her fingers down there. She was so close to the ground that she could see small ants walking by her side carrying things. She felt like her eyes were some magnifying glass. She wished to go with these hardworking ants and see their kingdom. Some wishes are better to be wished and not fulfilled.

As she looked up, simultaneously three four jets were cutting across their path in the sky, making some patterns in the sky. It was like someone drew white lines on the dark blue board on the wall. The smoky path created up there was dissipating gradually, soaking into the blue sky slowly and becoming invisible. 

She was playing with the grass, whose leaves were thinner than her fingers, she slowly rubs the leaves, feeling the coldness of dew drops. She felt like she landed on a lovely spring.Her bare feet was feeling the grass beneath. She felt that all her nerves ending in the bottom of her feet were enjoying the thrust of the grass. It was like some reiki treatment. 

She closed her eyes, trying to feel which nerves of her feet were getting pampered. She felt like the whole earth was cuddling her, feeling her and slowly crawling up onto her, taking every inch of her body under their control. The grass was covering her legs hands and moving to her belly button as if to nailing herself down to the mother earth. 

She lay still, feeling the creeping of the lovely hands of the earth.She lay there with her eyes closed and feeling the touch.And slowly and slowly, the creeping went on, tickling her as it passes by every spot on her body to reach her belly button.

AHHHHHHHH !!! NO NO NO!!!!!!!LET Me Get up 

She giggled and woke up from her dreams, it was not mother nature, but her Lil kids, who were crawling on to her, and tickling her all the time. She cuddled them, hugged them, tickled them and they all hee-haw together happily.

She knew this was her happy world. 

An unending love story

She lay there hugging him tightly, without any air gaps… the drops of her tears were dripping on him. She could not even think of a time to be away from him. The thought made chills in her body.

She spoke to him all night, in the same way as she did every day. the hugs, the kisses, and the cuddles continued …But today she was sad.. upset..he didn’t say anything, waiting for her to open up.. like every time.

She found him as the companion from her childhood, a shoulder to cry, to love, to be loved and be cuddled. She never wanted him to say anything..but just listen. The warmth and presence he could give her were beyond words.

There were nights when she cried all along and slept off on his shoulders, he was her ears..who listened to all the nonsensical word she spoke or left unspoken. The sorrows overflowed from her when she was with him.

Everything seemed so perfect between them, the way he supported her through tough times and the happy times he let her share the joy with a cuddle.The perfect relation in the world, where one never demands the other for anything.

She was never tired of him, always wanted his presence, but at times they lay idle without any overflowing emotions.. but she just received a comfort from him… a support which she needed forever in her life.

One day as she returned to her room, she could not find him…she shouted and called him out… but as usual the response was silence, he was never a talking one..he responded with presence .. a great listener to her soul.

Finally, she ran out of her room, to find that he was playing with her kids..she ran and sat next to them..watching them lovingly… and said,

” Can mamma take the pillow, mamma needs to set the bed please”

And finally with lots of pulling and pushing..he was in her hands..and she went directly inside..put her loving pillow(her favorite) onto her side ..so that she can continue to receive his support all night to sleep.

And before she left the room… she said

Hey, Mr. Pillow ….never leave me.