Memories were deep
some caused her hurt and some gave her comfort
the memories were so sharp that it could wound her soul
her eyes faded her pains with a smile that enlightened everyone around her
she was lively and smiling, yet none knew the hidden her
she never let her tears roll out in front of the strange world
the ones who never knew her
even though they claimed to know her the best
she craved for none, but only love
love in the simplest form
she never fondled herself with precious gifts
she longed for only the heart that could love selflessly
she could live even without being loved, yet her soul yearned for the presence
more than the presents that were offered
she could not find out why it was so complicated to take care of herself
was love soo complicated?
doesn’t it mean that you just need a heartful touch to the soul
she could feel that her memories that she cherished in her forever could give her goosebumps
yet the ones near could never overwhelm her with their presence too.
was she too complicated and hard-hearted?
she never knew the answer
yet she thrived hard to find the answers
her quest for love never ended until she met someone who answered all her question, with his presence.