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The wound lets the light to the inside

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A time there was,

when i was broken enough

not to be mended by any chance;

away was my soul,

treading far away from within me,

to destinations unknown

searching for the ones, whom I craved for,

neglecting the ones who were just a breath away,

finally, the wounds cracked open to let the light in,

into the deepest corners of my heart;

enlightening my thoughts;

finally to accept the ones, who held me closer,

when I was terrible.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~SoulRecitals~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The days I want to re-live

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Recently, I had a reminiscence moment when I visited my neighbor.

To remind you, I am mostly quite reluctant to take other babies. Call it my worry that I might lead the baby to cry or maybe because I overthink a lot about not handling the baby ( in spite of being a mother twice). I recall having this problem from the very beginning and it did subside a little when I actually held my cousin’s little baby back when I was in 9th standard.

Basically, in short, I was reluctant to take any baby. Most often I have avoided. People might look at me strangely, but oh,, I have never been bothered about it.

When I held my neighbor’s child, in my arms. I was not actually looking at her- but all I was wandering through those momentous time , when I first held my daughters in my arms. It went in my head like a quick recap.

First 9 years back, the moment I held my first one, and when she grows up suddenly, then finally my little one in my arms. To the yawning baby in my arms, all  I could reciprocate was a smile, which was the aftereffect of the fondest memory drive I had.

It was fun, even if it was short-lived.

Even though I had been through those moments, I just felt like re-living them again. To witness, they sleep, eat, grow, smile everything… I just don’t want to miss it for anything in the whole world.

Growing old seemed like a swift journey with kids around. Until then, everything seemed to be slow, but with them along, time began to slip away from my hands.

All I get is these moments to hold on for a lifetime as a mom. Perfect or not, All I want is them – my daughters my heaven.

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Soul Recitals

 

 

 

Dusk till Dawn….

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You never gave upon me..

or even loving me..

even when rode through the tough times…

you were just a heartbeat away from me..

As I enclose my fingers in yours..

I feel the warmth of home…

from dusk to dawn and dawn to dusk..

all I wana do is immerse myself in those arms..

Attrition upon each other and shooting the salty dews into the thin air..

You take me as the queen when you are my king…

susurrate our names in each other’s ears…

with every intense feeling ringing in..

eliciting the in-depth feeling that can erode my insecurity

and make me sink into you…

like plunging into a deep sea of love.

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SoulRecitals

In the blink of an eye….

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With you,

every blink of an eye is more like a thousand years.

every blink of an eye is a wish with you.

be with me,

as you bring me joy, uncountable with my eyes open..

you take me to an ecstasy ride,

which is strange to me, every day…

the way you delve into me,

the eyes magnetize my lips closer to yours..

at a slow pace, you evade into me and my thoughts

unblemished smile of your soul excites me

when you wait, for my consent to conquer me…

When I already surrendered to you knowingly.

I slowly run my fingers , over you…

finding my treasure to engulf it..

as you trickle down my skin…

even in the darkness, your eyes are brighter than the fireflies

lighting up my soul …

and I smile ..

amidst the rhythm of our souls’ friction against each other

until the fire broke off...

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SoulRecitals

 

 

 

 

 

The song of the night…

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The wind whispered the song

the song that reminds me of you…

it rings in my ears,,

tickling my tummy..

stimulating the butterflies within me..

i fall like rain..

wet and damp in your thoughts..

immersing every inch of you in me..

uncover every sheath of layer separating us..

even in thoughts, I relish being uncloaked in your arms.

as long as I could snuggle in your arms,

I wanted the smell of your skin,

exhilarating my thoughts,

teasing me to the core.